I don't really know why that I've got so many things to write on while I'm on FREAKING HARD exam time...Anyway, I've to write it to ease my mind....So here we go here we go...
This year for most of my friends, we are in our 20ies or late 19ies, it has been 2-2.5 years since we left high school. It's not such a long time ago we sat at our government final exam, feeling worried whether we pass or not and it's not such a long time ago we have our farewell party, hoping that after 3 years we've been trough we will meet again someday.
Gladly, we have a solution for that, thanks to the genius boy that wanted to link his Harvard friends, we now have a networking site called facebook. We could see all of our past and current friends that we have, what do they do now, where do they go to uni, how's their life and what have they become.
It's very interesting that we grown up so fast, for me, somethings do change and somethings just won't. I looked at several profile of my friends lately and see in their photos of how do they become and how they been lately. It seems that as we grow up and free from the high school burden and constraint, our true colors seems to be brighter and brighter.
Looking back to three years ago, when someone asked me "what will you be in the next three years??" I did say to him that I will be in the states, learning business and lot of other stuff, I'll have a great long relationship and much more. But when I look in the mirror right now, it seems that there are miss targets in my life. Right now I'm in sydney, learning accounting instead of business, single (this sucks..oh well..hahaha). I've derived far and far away from what I said last three years. But does it mean I fail, no. I just change my course in life. Through the years I adjust myself to the position to the reality that happens. some are good adjustment some not so good. But I'm here anyway.
Seeing my friends from three years ago, I felt happy for some people, and for others not so happy. I'm happy for the guys that are living their dreams, achieving greatness in life and keeping up to a great standard in life. I could say "great job and keep it up" for my friend, Lody, Ivan CL, Ivan 'Bapa' Heydemans, Dennis Indrawan, and much more who has achieve great things in the past three years. But for some, I'm kind of hurt seeing of what they have become. The "good" people that I've met 3 years ago they smoke, they partying too much, and it just kills me to see what happened.
In this moment I would also like to congratulate my expartners for what they have become. They have achieve a greatness in life. It is such an honor seeing you guys grow and become more mature in life. One of them is attending law school (which is cool), one of them is having a great scholarship life in NZ, one of them is starting a new life.
It really kills me to see someone wasting their time, money, capability in this productive years. They could achieve greatness but instead they fall behind. The sad things is they don't have any idea of what the have become.
To everyone who's reading this, this is of how we've become. Now, in 3 years to come, think of it, what will you become..what will you be in three years from now...are you going to waste your life or are you going to impact the world???what do you want to become???
Monday, June 8, 2009
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Finally something smart to write on....
Hey y'all...how has it been going?????
It has been a long time ey since I write something more than just a stupidity...anyways....been busy lately with the hectic final exam...hopefully will pass everything thou...alrite, here's something smart from the thought of my head...
A deeper thoughts on perspective...
Waiter: "Do you know what you'd like this evening, sir?"
Anton Ego: "Yes, I think I do. After reading a lot of overheated puffery about your new cook, you know what I'm craving? A little perspective. That's it. I'd like some fresh, clear, well seasoned perspective. Can you suggest a good wine to go with that?"
waiter: "With what, sir?"
Anton Ego: "Perspective. Fresh out, I take it?"
waiter: "I am, uh..."
Anton Ego: "Very well. Since you're all out of perspective and no one else seems to have it in this BLOODY TOWN, I'll make you a deal. You provide the food, I'll provide the perspective, which would go nicely with a bottle of Cheval Blanc 1947."
(copyright of Disney Pixar "Ratatouille")
Perspective in the meaning which is "the appearance of things relative to one another as determined by their distance from the viewer" (wordnet princeton) has been a human nature and automatically being conduct everyday and every time in a human's life. Each and everyone of us has a perspectives, beliefs, and opinions towards something that we experience everyday in our lives, some may different from others, some may have a same perspective with others.
Perspective has been a great divider of this world; some believe that people should have a freedom expressing their views, opinions, while others believe that in order to have a peaceful world freedom of expression should be restrained and limited. It's all in the people's perspective.
Many of us probably doesn't care with our perspective, we think that there are already too much people with a job to give out perspective; lawyers, judge, president, doctors, philosophers. We don't really seems to care that we are living by their perspective everyday and not ours. Our own personal perspective has been shut and for some of us our perspective has died long long ago.
Living in others perspective is not always bad or destructive. Law is the government perspective in order to keep peace, but sometimes it does restrain our perspective towards others. In the example, giving opinions towards others could be sued for giving bad names just because the opinions is not what others expected. The law is a great tool for keeping peace but it's a destructive tool to restrain and kill our perspective.
Living by others perspective sometimes does really kill your true self; many people want you to be like this this and this according to their criteria of likeness. You've become what others wanted you to be, not who you really are. By losing the perspective of your own, you'll feel that you loose your identity. Identity crisis is the biggest crisis in this world. Many people become suicidal, gay, lesbian, on drugs, on alcohol because they forget who they really are. They are following others perspective towards them, they experience peer pressure and finally they broke down.
In high school usually this identity crisis happens, I saw it all around high schoolies around Sydney. Students are living to the perspective that others gave him/her. There are the nerds, cool guys, geeks, jogs, emo, and many more. This is why many students have lost their identity and for some their successful future. Because they are told who they are.
I think we should respect other people's perspective because it's who you are in their eyes. If they hate you, they hate you,if they love you, they love you. You need no care, you should be who you are, you should shout your perspective towards them. YOU are who YOU are.
Successful people is people that stand out to their perspective and does not care about what others think about them, Bill Gates once said "there will be a computer in every home." And all of the investors just laugh and think that is ridiculous, but who's laughing now??? If he didn't stick up to his perspective, he will not be the richest person in the WORLD right now.
Standing up to your perspective is a hard job because probably most of the guys will hate you for that, most of the time, the one with perspective of their own is a lonely guy because he stand up for what he believe in. He stand up for his perspective. But that's why in the real world there could only be few winners. For most of the people, they are losers, because losers is the one that tries to please everyone.
So, Stand UP to your perspective!!! Stand UP for what you belief in!!! Stand up and proof that in this BLOODY world we live in there are still a Fresh Perspective of our own!!!
have a great day everyone....
It has been a long time ey since I write something more than just a stupidity...anyways....been busy lately with the hectic final exam...hopefully will pass everything thou...alrite, here's something smart from the thought of my head...
A deeper thoughts on perspective...
Waiter: "Do you know what you'd like this evening, sir?"
Anton Ego: "Yes, I think I do. After reading a lot of overheated puffery about your new cook, you know what I'm craving? A little perspective. That's it. I'd like some fresh, clear, well seasoned perspective. Can you suggest a good wine to go with that?"
waiter: "With what, sir?"
Anton Ego: "Perspective. Fresh out, I take it?"
waiter: "I am, uh..."
Anton Ego: "Very well. Since you're all out of perspective and no one else seems to have it in this BLOODY TOWN, I'll make you a deal. You provide the food, I'll provide the perspective, which would go nicely with a bottle of Cheval Blanc 1947."
(copyright of Disney Pixar "Ratatouille")
Perspective in the meaning which is "the appearance of things relative to one another as determined by their distance from the viewer" (wordnet princeton) has been a human nature and automatically being conduct everyday and every time in a human's life. Each and everyone of us has a perspectives, beliefs, and opinions towards something that we experience everyday in our lives, some may different from others, some may have a same perspective with others.
Perspective has been a great divider of this world; some believe that people should have a freedom expressing their views, opinions, while others believe that in order to have a peaceful world freedom of expression should be restrained and limited. It's all in the people's perspective.
Many of us probably doesn't care with our perspective, we think that there are already too much people with a job to give out perspective; lawyers, judge, president, doctors, philosophers. We don't really seems to care that we are living by their perspective everyday and not ours. Our own personal perspective has been shut and for some of us our perspective has died long long ago.
Living in others perspective is not always bad or destructive. Law is the government perspective in order to keep peace, but sometimes it does restrain our perspective towards others. In the example, giving opinions towards others could be sued for giving bad names just because the opinions is not what others expected. The law is a great tool for keeping peace but it's a destructive tool to restrain and kill our perspective.
Living by others perspective sometimes does really kill your true self; many people want you to be like this this and this according to their criteria of likeness. You've become what others wanted you to be, not who you really are. By losing the perspective of your own, you'll feel that you loose your identity. Identity crisis is the biggest crisis in this world. Many people become suicidal, gay, lesbian, on drugs, on alcohol because they forget who they really are. They are following others perspective towards them, they experience peer pressure and finally they broke down.
In high school usually this identity crisis happens, I saw it all around high schoolies around Sydney. Students are living to the perspective that others gave him/her. There are the nerds, cool guys, geeks, jogs, emo, and many more. This is why many students have lost their identity and for some their successful future. Because they are told who they are.
I think we should respect other people's perspective because it's who you are in their eyes. If they hate you, they hate you,if they love you, they love you. You need no care, you should be who you are, you should shout your perspective towards them. YOU are who YOU are.
Successful people is people that stand out to their perspective and does not care about what others think about them, Bill Gates once said "there will be a computer in every home." And all of the investors just laugh and think that is ridiculous, but who's laughing now??? If he didn't stick up to his perspective, he will not be the richest person in the WORLD right now.
Standing up to your perspective is a hard job because probably most of the guys will hate you for that, most of the time, the one with perspective of their own is a lonely guy because he stand up for what he believe in. He stand up for his perspective. But that's why in the real world there could only be few winners. For most of the people, they are losers, because losers is the one that tries to please everyone.
So, Stand UP to your perspective!!! Stand UP for what you belief in!!! Stand up and proof that in this BLOODY world we live in there are still a Fresh Perspective of our own!!!
have a great day everyone....
Monday, May 18, 2009
Reaching for the stars
When is the last time that you looked out to the sky at night??? Seeing the stars, the moon, and all that have been created by God. When is the last time you dream??? Not the kind of dream that we have every night, but the kind of what do you want to be, what do want to see yourself in the future.
Lately I found that life has consumed me, I found daily activities and busyness really taken a lot of my time. Waking up, working till late, studying, shopping for groceries, cooking, eating, sleeping really time consuming. For most of us, I guess, have no privilege to sit still and just wondering what we are going to be in the future.
I guess this is a calling for all of us, just to sit still while rethinking and reinventing our self with the vision that we have. What is need to be done and what has been done. What do we want to achieve in the next 1year, 3 years, 5 years. And do we still have a mind of a 5 year old. "I want to be a doctor, a pilot, a president, an astronaut." Do we still have that privilege to think above and beyond our capabilities or has our dream shattered as our age.
Having a dream is a wonderful thing, it's fun, and it doesn't cost a think. The boundaries of our dream is as far as we can go. So, why don't you dream with me. Let's dream beyond our imagination and capabilities. Let's try to achieve it, and by that we would be greater than our past.
lastly I saw a quote by Michael Angelo in a board while I was accompanying my friend to buy a house " The greatest danger for most of us is not that our aim is to high that we miss it but it's too low and we achieve it."
let this be a gentle reminder for all of us...
to the one that I heart the most.....
Lately I found that life has consumed me, I found daily activities and busyness really taken a lot of my time. Waking up, working till late, studying, shopping for groceries, cooking, eating, sleeping really time consuming. For most of us, I guess, have no privilege to sit still and just wondering what we are going to be in the future.
I guess this is a calling for all of us, just to sit still while rethinking and reinventing our self with the vision that we have. What is need to be done and what has been done. What do we want to achieve in the next 1year, 3 years, 5 years. And do we still have a mind of a 5 year old. "I want to be a doctor, a pilot, a president, an astronaut." Do we still have that privilege to think above and beyond our capabilities or has our dream shattered as our age.
Having a dream is a wonderful thing, it's fun, and it doesn't cost a think. The boundaries of our dream is as far as we can go. So, why don't you dream with me. Let's dream beyond our imagination and capabilities. Let's try to achieve it, and by that we would be greater than our past.
lastly I saw a quote by Michael Angelo in a board while I was accompanying my friend to buy a house " The greatest danger for most of us is not that our aim is to high that we miss it but it's too low and we achieve it."
let this be a gentle reminder for all of us...
to the one that I heart the most.....
Sunday, May 10, 2009
what I got 2day......
Happy Sunday everybody!!! well, it's almost monday again, hope that you've a great weekend coz I do....played counter strike on friday, going put-put golf yesterday and went to Max Brenner today...
Anyway, I was a bit lazy at church 2day, I didn't write any notes from the preaching but I got some stuff that I got today... So, bare with me and hopefully u'll be blessed also..
Today we were speaking bout being a great father and a wonderful husband.. And I got something that probably struck my mind instantly.. It's about how men have to understand women by their language.. Hillary (the preacher) said "when a man said that he has nothing to wear,that means he has no clean UNDERWEAR to wear today.. and when a woman said she has nothing to wear, that means she has no NEW clothes to wear.." After that joke we laugh of how stupid men are that they couldnt understand how women thinks..
It's hard for man to think like women think and I think (i dunno for sure) women also have the same problem.. It's really hard to understand each other.. I guess I didn't know the best solution thou but, I'll think bout it and write it down.. For women readers over there, be patient when a man doesn't understand the way that you want to be understood.. because we, as men are just simply, stupid...hahaha...
well before I go to sleep or doin sumting else, I wanna share an email that has been forwarded to me by a friend..
The Men's Rules
At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down
Now here are the rules from the male side.
These are our rules!
Please note.. these are all numbered "1 "ON PURPOSE!
1. Men are NOT mind readers.
( FIRST & FOREMOST RULE )
1. Learn to work the toilet seat.
You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down.
We need it up, you need it down.
You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.
1. Sunday sports, It's like the full moon
or the changing of the tides.
Let it be.
1. Crying is blackmail.
1. Ask for what you want.
Let us be clear on this one:
Subtle hints do not work!
Strong hints do not work!
Obvious hints do not work!
Just tell us what you want!
1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question..
1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do.
Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.
1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument.
In fact, all comments become Null and void after 7 Days.
1.. If you think you're fat, you probably are.
Don't ask us.
1. If something we said can be interpreted two ways and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one
1. You can either ask us to do something
Or tell us how you want it done.
Not both.
If you already know best how to do it, just do it yourself.
1. Whenever possible, Please say whatever you have to say during commercials..because we don't disturb
you while you are watching your soaps and serials.
1. Christopher Columbus did NOT need directions and neither do we.
1. ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings.
Peach, for example, is a fruit, not A color. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We have no idea what mauve is.
1. If it itches, it will be scratched.
We all do that.
1. If we ask what is wrong and you say "nothing," We will ! act like nothing's wrong.
We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle. !
1. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, Expect an answer you don't want to hear.
1. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine... Really .
1. Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as Racing
or Football.
1. 1 You have enough clothes.
1. 2 You have too many shoes.
1. I am in shape. ! Round IS a shape!
have a goodnight everyone....
Anyway, I was a bit lazy at church 2day, I didn't write any notes from the preaching but I got some stuff that I got today... So, bare with me and hopefully u'll be blessed also..
Today we were speaking bout being a great father and a wonderful husband.. And I got something that probably struck my mind instantly.. It's about how men have to understand women by their language.. Hillary (the preacher) said "when a man said that he has nothing to wear,that means he has no clean UNDERWEAR to wear today.. and when a woman said she has nothing to wear, that means she has no NEW clothes to wear.." After that joke we laugh of how stupid men are that they couldnt understand how women thinks..
It's hard for man to think like women think and I think (i dunno for sure) women also have the same problem.. It's really hard to understand each other.. I guess I didn't know the best solution thou but, I'll think bout it and write it down.. For women readers over there, be patient when a man doesn't understand the way that you want to be understood.. because we, as men are just simply, stupid...hahaha...
well before I go to sleep or doin sumting else, I wanna share an email that has been forwarded to me by a friend..
The Men's Rules
At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down
Now here are the rules from the male side.
These are our rules!
Please note.. these are all numbered "1 "ON PURPOSE!
1. Men are NOT mind readers.
( FIRST & FOREMOST RULE )
1. Learn to work the toilet seat.
You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down.
We need it up, you need it down.
You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.
1. Sunday sports, It's like the full moon
or the changing of the tides.
Let it be.
1. Crying is blackmail.
1. Ask for what you want.
Let us be clear on this one:
Subtle hints do not work!
Strong hints do not work!
Obvious hints do not work!
Just tell us what you want!
1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question..
1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do.
Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.
1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument.
In fact, all comments become Null and void after 7 Days.
1.. If you think you're fat, you probably are.
Don't ask us.
1. If something we said can be interpreted two ways and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one
1. You can either ask us to do something
Or tell us how you want it done.
Not both.
If you already know best how to do it, just do it yourself.
1. Whenever possible, Please say whatever you have to say during commercials..because we don't disturb
you while you are watching your soaps and serials.
1. Christopher Columbus did NOT need directions and neither do we.
1. ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings.
Peach, for example, is a fruit, not A color. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We have no idea what mauve is.
1. If it itches, it will be scratched.
We all do that.
1. If we ask what is wrong and you say "nothing," We will ! act like nothing's wrong.
We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle. !
1. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, Expect an answer you don't want to hear.
1. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine... Really .
1. Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as Racing
or Football.
1. 1 You have enough clothes.
1. 2 You have too many shoes.
1. I am in shape. ! Round IS a shape!
have a goodnight everyone....
Thursday, May 7, 2009
meditation on love - day 2
“Envy consists in seeing things never in themselves, but only in their relations. If you desire glory, you may envy Napoleon, but Napoleon envied Caesar, Caesar envied Alexander, and Alexander, I daresay, envied Hercules, who never existed.”
---Bertrand Russell quotes (English Logician and Philosopher 1872-1970)
Second day of meditation on love, Love does not envy..
Envy, in the love context when we look at that particular word it seems that it has a tight relationship with jealousy. I thought so too at the first time, it seems that when we feel envious when we are in love it is because we feel jealous of something or someone. We think that "Oh, she likes that other fellow than me. That's why he always walk beside her everywhere she goes. I wish I could be like her." or "I wish my man doesn't concentrate on the game every saturday. I wish he could go out with me."
I looked up some quotes on envy and when I read things about envy, it does not fully symbolize jealousy. Some of it said “Envy is the art of counting the other fellow's blessings instead of your own.”; others state “Envy is an insult to oneself.”
It seems that I discover a new kind of meaning in envy, envy is a state when one does not feel sufficient in his own blessing. Love does not envy.
Love have to accept one and another, I think that what Love does not envy means. Love have to accept the bad, the good and the ugly of the people they love. True love does not look and judge upon one's bad good but continuously giving compassion. Love does not envy others when others give an expensive bouquet of roses on valentine's day, love does not envy when one does not give a good night kiss while other does.Love that does not envy is the love that not seek attention but give compassion, it gives hope when every thing started to fade away, it sees higher when everybody look down upon.
while writing this I learned to give love compassionately without seeing who she was or what she has done, I have to show my love simply because I love her...
lastly I wanna share quotes of why should we love un-enviously....
“Envy eats nothing but its own heart”
-German Proverb quotes
“Envy shoots at others and wounds itself”
-English Proverb quotes
“As a moth gnaws a garment, so doth envy consume a man.”
-Saint John Chrysostom quotes (Church Father, biblical interpreter , and archbishop of Constantinople, 347-407)
to the one that I heart the most...
---Bertrand Russell quotes (English Logician and Philosopher 1872-1970)
Second day of meditation on love, Love does not envy..
Envy, in the love context when we look at that particular word it seems that it has a tight relationship with jealousy. I thought so too at the first time, it seems that when we feel envious when we are in love it is because we feel jealous of something or someone. We think that "Oh, she likes that other fellow than me. That's why he always walk beside her everywhere she goes. I wish I could be like her." or "I wish my man doesn't concentrate on the game every saturday. I wish he could go out with me."
I looked up some quotes on envy and when I read things about envy, it does not fully symbolize jealousy. Some of it said “Envy is the art of counting the other fellow's blessings instead of your own.”; others state “Envy is an insult to oneself.”
It seems that I discover a new kind of meaning in envy, envy is a state when one does not feel sufficient in his own blessing. Love does not envy.
Love have to accept one and another, I think that what Love does not envy means. Love have to accept the bad, the good and the ugly of the people they love. True love does not look and judge upon one's bad good but continuously giving compassion. Love does not envy others when others give an expensive bouquet of roses on valentine's day, love does not envy when one does not give a good night kiss while other does.Love that does not envy is the love that not seek attention but give compassion, it gives hope when every thing started to fade away, it sees higher when everybody look down upon.
while writing this I learned to give love compassionately without seeing who she was or what she has done, I have to show my love simply because I love her...
lastly I wanna share quotes of why should we love un-enviously....
“Envy eats nothing but its own heart”
-German Proverb quotes
“Envy shoots at others and wounds itself”
-English Proverb quotes
“As a moth gnaws a garment, so doth envy consume a man.”
-Saint John Chrysostom quotes (Church Father, biblical interpreter , and archbishop of Constantinople, 347-407)
to the one that I heart the most...
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
meditation on love - day 1
I decided to move from dreaming bout love and start rethink back on my fundamentals in love. For a couple of days,my journey entry will look back on love 101. This is my thoughts.
Day 1
"though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, but I have no love, I have become sounding brass or a clanging cymbals. and though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and though I have all faith, so that I could move mountain,but have no love, I'm nothing"
I guess, love plays a big part in all of us. I have never seen a person living without love, even a very bad action sometimes is being done because of love. Let say a burglary, a person could be a burglar to feed their family, probably because he/she doesn't have any job. But because of love and a tight situation, they rob.
Love makes the world go round, love is the a basic program in human emotion. Without love we can not live.
Today my thought is the first rule of love. "Love suffers long and kind"
I guess it's true that without any sacrifice, love is worthless. A true love is when someone has given his life for the sake of others. Sacrifice plays a big part in loving someone. One time I read a story and it goes something like this.
"long time ago in China, lived a twin siblings, Chen and Chan. While Chen is a quite reserve guy, Chan is a very active kid. After they grown up, Chen studied hard and graduated from Law school, while Chan dropped out from school and start a gang of his own. After awhile, Chen was positioned as a judge in a district in China, while Chan is the gang leader of that district. Chan was distributing drugs, prostitutes and spirits illegally; he was a wanted man indeed. Chen never saw his brother since they went their separate way, until one day, Chan was caught by the law enforcer in the area.
And because it's a poor district, the government can only give one judge. At the trial Chen meet Chan. His long lost brother, with a different figures. Chan is now taller, his muscle is ripped, a tattoo on his left hand, a scar on his face shown that he fight a tough battle.Chen looked at him with compassion and brotherly love. When the jury states the decision and the sentences, Chen is paralyzed. The jury sentenced Chan to be shot to death. Saddened and trembled, Chen look deep into his law books and tries to find another way to free Chan. but there are no other way.
At the night before the execution, Chen visit Chan in the district jail. When he arrives at Chan's cell, he saw Chan sitting down and covering his eyes with his hands. After a long talk, he got up and leave the cell.
In the morning of the execution, the fire squad is ready to execute Chan. So they bring him to a wooden pole just outside the prison and tied him up. They cover his eyes. The firing squad fires, and bullets pierce down his flesh. And than, a moment of silence. A team of doctor is brought in to begin the autopsy on his body. After the autopsy finish, it just silence the doctor and the juries.
They found out that it was Chen that has been shot, they were so identical that no body could recognize him in the dark. It seems that when Chen visited Chan's cell that night, Chen is willing to took Chan's place. A sacrifice was made to show a brother that he's being loved."
This story just shout my mouth. This is a real love, a genuine love. Chen took Chan's place in the death sentence, even though Chen did nothing wrong. He would take Chan's place to show him, how much he love Chan.
I guess true love started with a sacrifice, without it there is no such thing as love. I learned that I have to sacrifice everything that I have; my self, my feelings, my time to show how much I love someone. Even when they reject my love, I have to sacrifice continuously to show that I really care and I truly love them or in this case, Her.
Love suffers long and kind......
to someone I heart the most
Day 1
"though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, but I have no love, I have become sounding brass or a clanging cymbals. and though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and though I have all faith, so that I could move mountain,but have no love, I'm nothing"
I guess, love plays a big part in all of us. I have never seen a person living without love, even a very bad action sometimes is being done because of love. Let say a burglary, a person could be a burglar to feed their family, probably because he/she doesn't have any job. But because of love and a tight situation, they rob.
Love makes the world go round, love is the a basic program in human emotion. Without love we can not live.
Today my thought is the first rule of love. "Love suffers long and kind"
I guess it's true that without any sacrifice, love is worthless. A true love is when someone has given his life for the sake of others. Sacrifice plays a big part in loving someone. One time I read a story and it goes something like this.
"long time ago in China, lived a twin siblings, Chen and Chan. While Chen is a quite reserve guy, Chan is a very active kid. After they grown up, Chen studied hard and graduated from Law school, while Chan dropped out from school and start a gang of his own. After awhile, Chen was positioned as a judge in a district in China, while Chan is the gang leader of that district. Chan was distributing drugs, prostitutes and spirits illegally; he was a wanted man indeed. Chen never saw his brother since they went their separate way, until one day, Chan was caught by the law enforcer in the area.
And because it's a poor district, the government can only give one judge. At the trial Chen meet Chan. His long lost brother, with a different figures. Chan is now taller, his muscle is ripped, a tattoo on his left hand, a scar on his face shown that he fight a tough battle.Chen looked at him with compassion and brotherly love. When the jury states the decision and the sentences, Chen is paralyzed. The jury sentenced Chan to be shot to death. Saddened and trembled, Chen look deep into his law books and tries to find another way to free Chan. but there are no other way.
At the night before the execution, Chen visit Chan in the district jail. When he arrives at Chan's cell, he saw Chan sitting down and covering his eyes with his hands. After a long talk, he got up and leave the cell.
In the morning of the execution, the fire squad is ready to execute Chan. So they bring him to a wooden pole just outside the prison and tied him up. They cover his eyes. The firing squad fires, and bullets pierce down his flesh. And than, a moment of silence. A team of doctor is brought in to begin the autopsy on his body. After the autopsy finish, it just silence the doctor and the juries.
They found out that it was Chen that has been shot, they were so identical that no body could recognize him in the dark. It seems that when Chen visited Chan's cell that night, Chen is willing to took Chan's place. A sacrifice was made to show a brother that he's being loved."
This story just shout my mouth. This is a real love, a genuine love. Chen took Chan's place in the death sentence, even though Chen did nothing wrong. He would take Chan's place to show him, how much he love Chan.
I guess true love started with a sacrifice, without it there is no such thing as love. I learned that I have to sacrifice everything that I have; my self, my feelings, my time to show how much I love someone. Even when they reject my love, I have to sacrifice continuously to show that I really care and I truly love them or in this case, Her.
Love suffers long and kind......
to someone I heart the most
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
The perfect symphony.....
For my x-cathcerians....
Have you ever seen an orchestra before??? For you guys that are not a big fan of classical music probably you haven’t. An orchestra is a combination of musical instruments that complements each other to produce a song. In the orchestra you could find the strings (violin, viola, cello), the woodwinds (trumpets, flute, and oboe) and the percussion (drums). Individually, they can be played and make a good music but together, they could produce a new genre of music that could not be played individually (did you get that???).
The strings produce a soft gentle sound, a melancholic sound that could calms our mind. While the woodwinds tend to produce a louder sound like an exclamation point in the music. And the drums, they keep the beat on the right tracks.
To make a great concerto ( a genre of music that could only be played with orchestra), you will need a bit of everybody, the strings will need the woodwinds, the woodwinds will need the percussion, the percussion will need the woodwinds, and so on and so forth. To make a great a great concerto they NEED each other.
Same as in a concerto, the church is like a big orchestra. Each of the church members plays different instrument. Some are loud, some are soft. But in the end we’ll need to work together to make a great music.
In the bible, the roles in church could be viewed in the lives of Mary, Martha and Lazarus. These three people are quite often mentioned in the bible. Let’s look at the bible and dig deep, what is the reflection of Mary, Martha and Lazarus’ life with the roles in the church.
Now as they went on their way, he entered a certain village, where a woman named Martha welcomed him into her home. She had a sister named Mary, who sat at the Lord's feet and listened to what he was saying. But Martha was distracted by her many tasks; so she came to him and asked, "Lord, do you not care that my sister has left me to do all the work by myself? Tell her then to help me." But the Lord answered her, "Martha, Martha, you are worried and distracted by many things; there is need of only one thing. Mary has chosen the better part, which will not be taken away from her" (Luke 10:38-42)
Martha is a type of person that serves, the easiest clue to found Martha in the church is to find a person that likes to set up chairs, sound system, cook some food, etc. We could call Martha is the workers of the church. She keeps the church in the right beat; we could say she is the hand and the feet of the church.
Marthas are not usually in the spot light, they intend to stay in the background doing stuff that can’t be seen. But, without Marthas, the church could not do some action. Just like the real Martha, church’s Marthas sometime complain to the Marys why didn’t they help out with the church’s chores. Marthas have to understand that not all people are Marthas, they have they role in the church.
Mary is the type of person that worships, they are the prayer warriors, the teachers, and they write songs and worshiping God. This is Mary’s part in the church, they cried for the church; they pray for sick people, they are the worship leaders in church.
Last but not least, Lazarus. Lazarus is a type of a person that evangelize people. John 12:9-11 says “Much people of the Jews therefore knew that he was there: and they came not for Jesus' sake only, but that they might see Lazarus also, whom he had raised from the dead. But the chief priests consulted that they might put Lazarus also to death; because that by reason of him many of the Jews went away, and believed on Jesus.”
What is Lazarus doing in the crowd so that the priest wanted to kill him too??? It might be that Lazarus was telling his story about how Jesus raised him from the dead and Jesus is the Son of God. Because of him (Lazarus), MANY of the Jews went away, and believed on Jesus. So, Lazarus is the evangelist in the church, he get out from the church and start to preach of how God’s grace works.
The church has these kinds of people Martha, Mary and Lazarus. They can’t outshine each other, they have to work together. But at the end of the time, they are God’s instrument after all.
So catcherians, we are going to combine with activaters and become infiniters. Probably right now in catchers, we don’t have much Marys, Marthas, or Lazaruses, everybody seems to have a double role. But when we combine together, there will be a separation of duties, and wouldn’t it be great??? Nobody will have a burn out anymore.
We have to work together so that we would produce a great symphony. It will be hard for the first time, just like an orchestra, it’s harder to manage 100 musicians than 10 musicians, but with more people the orchestra can produce a louder sound so that people can hear. Just like infinite, catchers and activates alone could produce a sweet sound, but together we could produce a louder voice that JESUS IS GOD!
Don’t say that YOU are not important, because YOU ARE! Without YOU infinite will have less Marys, Marthas and Lazaruses. So C’mon and join in the great orchestra of Infinite. We will make the perfect symphony for GOD.
Have you ever seen an orchestra before??? For you guys that are not a big fan of classical music probably you haven’t. An orchestra is a combination of musical instruments that complements each other to produce a song. In the orchestra you could find the strings (violin, viola, cello), the woodwinds (trumpets, flute, and oboe) and the percussion (drums). Individually, they can be played and make a good music but together, they could produce a new genre of music that could not be played individually (did you get that???).
The strings produce a soft gentle sound, a melancholic sound that could calms our mind. While the woodwinds tend to produce a louder sound like an exclamation point in the music. And the drums, they keep the beat on the right tracks.
To make a great concerto ( a genre of music that could only be played with orchestra), you will need a bit of everybody, the strings will need the woodwinds, the woodwinds will need the percussion, the percussion will need the woodwinds, and so on and so forth. To make a great a great concerto they NEED each other.
Same as in a concerto, the church is like a big orchestra. Each of the church members plays different instrument. Some are loud, some are soft. But in the end we’ll need to work together to make a great music.
In the bible, the roles in church could be viewed in the lives of Mary, Martha and Lazarus. These three people are quite often mentioned in the bible. Let’s look at the bible and dig deep, what is the reflection of Mary, Martha and Lazarus’ life with the roles in the church.
Now as they went on their way, he entered a certain village, where a woman named Martha welcomed him into her home. She had a sister named Mary, who sat at the Lord's feet and listened to what he was saying. But Martha was distracted by her many tasks; so she came to him and asked, "Lord, do you not care that my sister has left me to do all the work by myself? Tell her then to help me." But the Lord answered her, "Martha, Martha, you are worried and distracted by many things; there is need of only one thing. Mary has chosen the better part, which will not be taken away from her" (Luke 10:38-42)
Martha is a type of person that serves, the easiest clue to found Martha in the church is to find a person that likes to set up chairs, sound system, cook some food, etc. We could call Martha is the workers of the church. She keeps the church in the right beat; we could say she is the hand and the feet of the church.
Marthas are not usually in the spot light, they intend to stay in the background doing stuff that can’t be seen. But, without Marthas, the church could not do some action. Just like the real Martha, church’s Marthas sometime complain to the Marys why didn’t they help out with the church’s chores. Marthas have to understand that not all people are Marthas, they have they role in the church.
Mary is the type of person that worships, they are the prayer warriors, the teachers, and they write songs and worshiping God. This is Mary’s part in the church, they cried for the church; they pray for sick people, they are the worship leaders in church.
Last but not least, Lazarus. Lazarus is a type of a person that evangelize people. John 12:9-11 says “Much people of the Jews therefore knew that he was there: and they came not for Jesus' sake only, but that they might see Lazarus also, whom he had raised from the dead. But the chief priests consulted that they might put Lazarus also to death; because that by reason of him many of the Jews went away, and believed on Jesus.”
What is Lazarus doing in the crowd so that the priest wanted to kill him too??? It might be that Lazarus was telling his story about how Jesus raised him from the dead and Jesus is the Son of God. Because of him (Lazarus), MANY of the Jews went away, and believed on Jesus. So, Lazarus is the evangelist in the church, he get out from the church and start to preach of how God’s grace works.
The church has these kinds of people Martha, Mary and Lazarus. They can’t outshine each other, they have to work together. But at the end of the time, they are God’s instrument after all.
So catcherians, we are going to combine with activaters and become infiniters. Probably right now in catchers, we don’t have much Marys, Marthas, or Lazaruses, everybody seems to have a double role. But when we combine together, there will be a separation of duties, and wouldn’t it be great??? Nobody will have a burn out anymore.
We have to work together so that we would produce a great symphony. It will be hard for the first time, just like an orchestra, it’s harder to manage 100 musicians than 10 musicians, but with more people the orchestra can produce a louder sound so that people can hear. Just like infinite, catchers and activates alone could produce a sweet sound, but together we could produce a louder voice that JESUS IS GOD!
Don’t say that YOU are not important, because YOU ARE! Without YOU infinite will have less Marys, Marthas and Lazaruses. So C’mon and join in the great orchestra of Infinite. We will make the perfect symphony for GOD.
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