I don't really know why that I've got so many things to write on while I'm on FREAKING HARD exam time...Anyway, I've to write it to ease my mind....So here we go here we go...
This year for most of my friends, we are in our 20ies or late 19ies, it has been 2-2.5 years since we left high school. It's not such a long time ago we sat at our government final exam, feeling worried whether we pass or not and it's not such a long time ago we have our farewell party, hoping that after 3 years we've been trough we will meet again someday.
Gladly, we have a solution for that, thanks to the genius boy that wanted to link his Harvard friends, we now have a networking site called facebook. We could see all of our past and current friends that we have, what do they do now, where do they go to uni, how's their life and what have they become.
It's very interesting that we grown up so fast, for me, somethings do change and somethings just won't. I looked at several profile of my friends lately and see in their photos of how do they become and how they been lately. It seems that as we grow up and free from the high school burden and constraint, our true colors seems to be brighter and brighter.
Looking back to three years ago, when someone asked me "what will you be in the next three years??" I did say to him that I will be in the states, learning business and lot of other stuff, I'll have a great long relationship and much more. But when I look in the mirror right now, it seems that there are miss targets in my life. Right now I'm in sydney, learning accounting instead of business, single (this sucks..oh well..hahaha). I've derived far and far away from what I said last three years. But does it mean I fail, no. I just change my course in life. Through the years I adjust myself to the position to the reality that happens. some are good adjustment some not so good. But I'm here anyway.
Seeing my friends from three years ago, I felt happy for some people, and for others not so happy. I'm happy for the guys that are living their dreams, achieving greatness in life and keeping up to a great standard in life. I could say "great job and keep it up" for my friend, Lody, Ivan CL, Ivan 'Bapa' Heydemans, Dennis Indrawan, and much more who has achieve great things in the past three years. But for some, I'm kind of hurt seeing of what they have become. The "good" people that I've met 3 years ago they smoke, they partying too much, and it just kills me to see what happened.
In this moment I would also like to congratulate my expartners for what they have become. They have achieve a greatness in life. It is such an honor seeing you guys grow and become more mature in life. One of them is attending law school (which is cool), one of them is having a great scholarship life in NZ, one of them is starting a new life.
It really kills me to see someone wasting their time, money, capability in this productive years. They could achieve greatness but instead they fall behind. The sad things is they don't have any idea of what the have become.
To everyone who's reading this, this is of how we've become. Now, in 3 years to come, think of it, what will you become..what will you be in three years from now...are you going to waste your life or are you going to impact the world???what do you want to become???
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